are you fucking kiddin' me? seriously there is something or someone who is fucking with me and
its not funny anymore
my three best boys are in fucking poland where i actually also should have been but now i'm not
and they are not home for tomorrow, so i cant spend new years eve with them
and my other best friend is in fucking helsingborg, and she is not spending it with me either
and my other friend is in malmö, and what the fuck? all of my best friends are somewhere else
and its not supposed to be like that
but ofcourse i have elin at  my side, which i will be forever grateful for

and yes, i know.. my nose looks fucking big on this picture

i turned 18 the 25th of december, and it was one of the best days of my life
it started with a birthday cake which elin and bruze baked and with that i had champange
yeah, i can just say that i was drunk already at one a clock

today its christmas and this morning was actually different if you compare to
all the other ones that i had.. i woke up with henke and bruze with a hangover
wonderful!
tomorrow its my birthday, finally

this has been the best day sinces the day i went to france with all of my best friends
i cant even explain how good this day have been in words, i just wanna
say thank you lord, thank you buddah, thank you jesus or just thank you
the guy who made this possible

i'm turning 18 in 11 days

france

how can people seriously cheat on eachother?
how can people stop loving eachother?
how can people stop talking, listening,watching on eachother
how the fuck can people lie just to get what they want